Thursday, July 22, 2010

My Letter to President Ronald Reagan

Dear President Ronald Reagan,

Today, July 22, 2010, I finished the book written by Paul Kengor, “God and Ronald Reagan a Spiritual Life” and I wanted to write you to say, ‘Well done good and Faithful Servant!’

What an amazing Man of God you were and your legacy lives in many, including me. Your love of fulfilling God’s purpose and plan for your life was remarkable! As I believe you did not believe in coincidences, nor do I. Like you, the Bible is the book I live by with the One Year Bible as my daily devotional. With this knowledge, is there any coincidence that the book ended in the ‘Afterword’ of telling about your Death and Funeral. Your Pastor Reverend Michael Wenning read one of your favorites Biblical verses, 2 Chronicles 7:14-

Then if my people who are called by my name will
humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn
from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and
will forgive their sins and restore their land.


Again, not believing in coincidences of the timing of me being led to read this book, this verse is ‘today’ in the One Year Bible.

I must say, when you were President, I was graduating High School and am embarrassed to say, I had no real knowledge of what a great country we get to live in with Freedom being taken for granted-me at the top of the list. I had a relationship with God, but honestly no true understanding of what ‘freedom to believe’ really meant.

At that point, I thought I was going to become a Fleight Attendant until my career test said, ‘Funeral Home Embalmer.’ Honest. I answered the test with every bit of truth to who I am, and did not understand why and how I was supposed to talk and work with ‘dead’ people.

In 2006, a prophetic word was given to me by a trustworthy person. It said, I would use my influential persuasive ability with something I was passionate about in a Government position. I felt then as I do now, this would involve the One Year Bible. Since then, there have been many more 'words' given to me including 'You will change the world, and you have a 'very High Calling' on your life.

In 2007, God gave me some amazing visions using this Bible as the ‘source’ somewhat like a textbook of seeking your purpose and plan with your God given gifts to understand who and what you are created to do. I could see the Bible as a textbook in public schools, given to people bound by ‘inner chains’ and in the end those throughout the world reading, receiving, living the word of God in their everyday lives to experience the ultimate ‘gift of freedom’ Jesus died to give us.

Well, until today, I honestly did not have much clarity about how I could be used a vessel for God in any government position mostly because my relationship with God is number ONE. I understand more than ever my God given gift is I am a ‘true’ Chaplain. I love to seek those who are spiritually dead and help to restore them back to life! The transformation process God has been doing in my heart to wake in the morning to ask God how I can serve Him today- not me- has taken over. Still until today, not feeling completely ‘free’ to walk out in any work related area and give God the glory for all for everything I am and have, until today.

In closing, I Thank You again for your Faith and Trust in God’s will for your Life. For me, your legacy has brought new meaning to words you loved, I believe now more than ever:

“You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may praise your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.”

Thursday, July 1, 2010

'The Courage to Encourage and the Courage to Ask for Encouragement!'

When I was 5, my Dad took me to visit a Kindergarten school to see if I would be interested in attending. 'I' made the decision 'I' didn't think it was needed. From there, 'I' did many things in elementary, middle and high school. I've worked many jobs, am the Mother of 6 children(Blended) and now getting the chance to be a Wife again.

They say we are born as a sinner. This much I know. They say in order to be 'saved,' we must ask Jesus into our Hearts-this I did with the help of a true friend when I was 12 whom I'm so honored to say we are still friends.

From there, it has taken me to the 'newest' lesson God has wanted to teach me which I learned this last week.

I mentioned in my last blog I would be taking the Real Estate Broker exam last Friday. On my heavens, it has been a LONG time since I've had to 'buckle' down and study! I started out last Monday...really having a hard time concentrating on this-really wanting to create, write etc. Blah!

I'm still not sure why I needed to know so many things on a test to do a job that requires more knowledge in Experience and less 'book knowledge.' Anyway. Tuesday came around and I was really struggling because the information was not sticking in my brain.

Many who know me, know my Strength and Faith in God is very deep rooted. And, many who know me, think of my Faith and the idea that God will make 'it' happen. However, I too have and had to do the work in order to maintain this!

Somewhere along the way, I missed something. As I've grown into this 'new' person completely putting ALL of my trust in God, I think I missed the fact that He has put many wonderful people in my path to be there for me to reach out and have the 'Courage to ask for Encouragement.'

So, I started by texting my Husband which I'm embarrassed to say was hard. He sent back the PERFECT text that could only come from Him. Next thing I knew, one of my girlfriends called to encourage me and let me know how my journey has helped her. Yup...God was doing His thing like He always does....His word says, "I will never leave you or forsake you."

Friday morning, I knew I wasn't prepared, but I had done all I could do. I sent a text to many asking for prayer for the test. Again-they 'assumed' I had the brains to pass, etc.

Calgon!!!!!!! The test was aweful. Not only did I not pass, I felt completely DEFEATED.

So~what's the only thing a 'girl' is to do-shop. I needed a pair of shoes for a wedding the next day and had seen a pair I wanted-just need the right 'encouragement' to buy them. YUP-this was it!

Funny enough, I mentioned to someone before the test Friday that 'I' wanted to pass the test mainly because 'I' was so tired of studying.

The lesson for now was-it is important to have the 'Courage to be Encouraged' just as important as it is to have the 'Courage to Encourage!'

See-with my passion for the Word of God, I missed that I too deserve to to be encouraged.

Well-it was a 'fitful' weekend for me knowing the days were counting down for me to get this test over with. It was the 26th and I needed it to be done by the 30th.

On Sunday, I scheduled to re-take THE test for Tuesday the 29th. This was the last straw. Nothing like some good pressure.

Monday, I 'buckled' down like no other praying for the ability to concentrate like no other. Didn't sleep much and went in with the confidence only God could give and much encouragement from MANY on Tuesday morning. Guess what? I PASSED!!!

I get to finally say, I did this with God and many!!!!

It is my prayer for you to know it's good to have the 'Courage to ask to be Encouraged!"

It is also my prayer for you to look around today and ask God to give you someone for you to have the "Courage to Encourage!"

The picture below is the Bouquet of Roses from my Husband congratulating me which many of you know is really an amazing Victory for US!