Monday, March 22, 2010

Spring Brings a 'New Season' to Many

Spring is here.
Change is here.

Tearfully, I share~for me personally, the last 5 years have been 5 of the longest years, 5 of the hardest years of personal growth and 5 of the the BEST years of coming to know God as my provider and with Him ALL things are possible!

Again with tears, I will share it was 5 years ago that God allowed me to divorce and gave me the opportunity to seek Him with all that I am. It was at this time, I heard George W. Bush read the Bible from start to finish every year. I had tried many times to read the Bible (all the way thru) however, never got past Genesis. After hearing about Bush, I was led to get the One Year Bible. What an amazing 'tool' this Bible has been during a time 'many' knew was a 'make it or break it' time for me. It has 15 minute daily readings of the Old Testament, New Testament, Psalm and Proverbs. I started reading March of 2005. In the beginning, there were days I read and yes~days I didn't. I would feel guilty~ so I would read the days I missed. One day, I felt God tell me, yesterday was just that, begin with TODAY because it is just that~Today!

In my Testimony, I share, how MANY days in the Bible would speak of things that were happening in my life~yes, on that VERY day of what I read that morning.

In my Testimony, I've shared, it was a 'duh' moment when I read Deuteronomy 8(2005). A couple days later, it began stirring in me that I was close to being 40.....

My Testimony completely 'involves' this One Year Bible as most of the days in the Bible were the days God was showing me how I was living my life according to His WORD!

As tears are flowing down my face, Deuteronomy 8 is coming soon. With such 'sweetness,' I will share God has given me 40 years of 'tests' and is now Blessing me as He is moving me to a land flowing with milk and honey. I am beginning my 'New Season' with a new home for my daughter's to be with me as well as 'new doors' are beginning to open for me to Glorify God with the Passion he created in me that is bigger than me, but not bigger than Him.

It is this Bible that has become my ROCK. It is this Bible that has given me the strength TODAY to be able to share the MANY Blessings I am receiving. It is with THIS Bible I know more than ever my God given gifts~my passion! I think many who know me (or those who don't) think I'm 'sellin' this Bible as if I wrote it or something silly. NO. So many in 'the' church know the Religion(the History) of the Bible. As I'm finding out more and more, sad to say, not many 'in the church' are reading, receiving, and living the Bible.

It is my prayer that you recognize my 'Passion' as you are reading. It is my 'true passion' to help those of you who are lost. Or, help you if you honestly don't know 'how' to read, receive, and live the WORD of GOD as your strength and comfort in your every time of need.

I pray for you as you begin your 'New Season'.....Trusting God for ALL!

Saturday, March 6, 2010

The 'High Calling' on My Life!

Amazing~just writing 2010 in my personal journal is a 'wow' to me. It seems like yesterday I was writing 2006,07,08,09 and again-it's March 6, 2010-where has all the time gone?

I'm in a 10 week study called 'In His Presence and Secrets of the Secret Place' with the complete feeling God is showing His unconditional love for me in ways I honestly never knew.

I was led to get the movie Ice Castles of which I keep watching the movie~listening to the song with these lyrics OVER and OVER with tears streaming down my cheeks as the 'words' are exactly how I feel today:

Please don't let this feeling end
It's ev'rything I am
Ev'rything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I can take the time
I can see my life
As it comes up shining now
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe
That even in the storm we'll find some light
Knowing you're beside me I'm allright

Please don't let this feelings end
It might not come again
And I want to remember
How it feels to know you
How I feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

Please don't let this feelings end
It's ev'rything I am
Ev'rything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love


As I was reading, feeling the 'Presence of God,' I felt the 'tug' to pray for complete discernment of the 'High Calling' God has on my life. Is the time drawing near to pursue the things he has been 'stirring' in my heart of which I've had some wonderful confirmation from a couple of Ladies who have an amazing prophetic gift:

~is it time to pursue the word given to me in Oct. 06~Propensity-I would be used in an influential/motivating way with 'something' I am passionate about today in a Government position(I believe this involves the One Year Bible)
1 Cor. 12?

~it is time to pursue the word given to me last Nov 09~ I have a 'very' High Calling with a writer's heart that will give peace to people? (My blog or the vision of the Ministry-Blessed Assurance-God gave me in 2007)
Habakkuk 3:19 and Habakkuk 2:2-3

~is it time to pursue the Faith Based Real Estate company my Husband has named Palace Properties which would 'open the door to Your New Home to allow His Glory to Shine thru'?

~the last word I received was just 2/15/2010 and really felt like it was bringing everything 'home'~you will change the world, you are walking in Kingdom Authority, God's grace is flowing thru you, you have everything you need, God is opening New doors and Your life is an open book!

For me~I feel God's presence and love for me with the ability to go into the 'Secret Place' in ways I have never experienced. I don't want this feeling to end. I am more prepared than ever today to answer the 'High Calling' he has on my life when he says the time is NOW. Not to worry. I don't think I'm 'Going Rogue' as one of my favorite persons is 'called' to be going, however I will share today, I am in complete 'awe' of her Faithfulness when the 'world' has been completely ugly to her.....Trusting God For ALL!