The 'High Calling' on My Life!

Amazing~just writing 2010 in my personal journal is a 'wow' to me. It seems like yesterday I was writing 2006,07,08,09 and again-it's March 6, 2010-where has all the time gone?

I'm in a 10 week study called 'In His Presence and Secrets of the Secret Place' with the complete feeling God is showing His unconditional love for me in ways I honestly never knew.

I was led to get the movie Ice Castles of which I keep watching the movie~listening to the song with these lyrics OVER and OVER with tears streaming down my cheeks as the 'words' are exactly how I feel today:

Please don't let this feeling end
It's ev'rything I am
Ev'rything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I can take the time
I can see my life
As it comes up shining now
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe
That even in the storm we'll find some light
Knowing you're beside me I'm allright

Please don't let this feelings end
It might not come again
And I want to remember
How it feels to know you
How I feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

Please don't let this feelings end
It's ev'rything I am
Ev'rything I want to be
I can see what's mine now
Finding out what's true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love


As I was reading, feeling the 'Presence of God,' I felt the 'tug' to pray for complete discernment of the 'High Calling' God has on my life. Is the time drawing near to pursue the things he has been 'stirring' in my heart of which I've had some wonderful confirmation from a couple of Ladies who have an amazing prophetic gift:

~is it time to pursue the word given to me in Oct. 06~Propensity-I would be used in an influential/motivating way with 'something' I am passionate about today in a Government position(I believe this involves the One Year Bible)
1 Cor. 12?

~it is time to pursue the word given to me last Nov 09~ I have a 'very' High Calling with a writer's heart that will give peace to people? (My blog or the vision of the Ministry-Blessed Assurance-God gave me in 2007)
Habakkuk 3:19 and Habakkuk 2:2-3

~is it time to pursue the Faith Based Real Estate company my Husband has named Palace Properties which would 'open the door to Your New Home to allow His Glory to Shine thru'?

~the last word I received was just 2/15/2010 and really felt like it was bringing everything 'home'~you will change the world, you are walking in Kingdom Authority, God's grace is flowing thru you, you have everything you need, God is opening New doors and Your life is an open book!

For me~I feel God's presence and love for me with the ability to go into the 'Secret Place' in ways I have never experienced. I don't want this feeling to end. I am more prepared than ever today to answer the 'High Calling' he has on my life when he says the time is NOW. Not to worry. I don't think I'm 'Going Rogue' as one of my favorite persons is 'called' to be going, however I will share today, I am in complete 'awe' of her Faithfulness when the 'world' has been completely ugly to her.....Trusting God For ALL!